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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Demi Waktu

Slept less than 3 hours today. Got on my bed about 12. Woke up 20 mins before 3. Couldn't get back to sleep. Like I had a few injections of stimulants. Anyway the going to bed at 12 part..... I actually tossed and turned for god knows how long before sleep came.

Watched House season 3 episodes 1 and 2. Really like this series. Dr House is as close to an idol as can be for me. He's fictional though so it doesn't count I guess :D Doesn't mean I would go around treating people like he does though however tempting it might be at times... Just his fictional grasp of matters and situations intrigues me. Instinct.

My auntie came the other day and she said something that rings true for me. I won't quote verbatim because that's not something that I do well. We were talking and she said that instinct is the result of massive amounts of knowledge gathered. Your subconcious would make the connections for you and you'd feel a hunch. The keyword is massive amounts of knowledge. Umm... the keywords. You'd get instinct through learning and experience. Learning without any experience won't gain you the hunches..

By the way we were talking about mismanagement of a certain company by external powers that have greater say over the company's decisions than the thinkers in the company. She said if certain criteria were met there would be a massive exodus of mid level execs from the company which would cripple it given the fact that the almost all the top execs are retiring in one or two years.

Okay. Subuh already. 5.54. Well... it's good practice for Ramadhan. 3 is too early for sahur though... Massive amounts of time for tahajjud and all :D

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Life....

Why do people want to be special? Aren't we all different no matter how much we seem the same on the outside? The cliques... the clans... soulmates... Aren't these a celebration of each individual's uniqueness blended into a group awareness?
I believe it's a matter of what we do with what we have. I cherish my life and my oddities... my stangeness and my alienation... my differences and my quirks.

To life... and all the secrets we are to find in it

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Demam

Just baik demam. Wah really bad this time. Haven't had a fever or anything for a long long while. Just a case od the sniffles once in a while. Hmm... good thing is I got it for only 2 days. Quick recovery~

Anyways wondering what I'll do to clean up my room. Everytime I started it gets messier....